My birthday
this year, I waited with a feeling of another disappointment. Last year was
notable for its disgusting and complete indifference of the surrounding people.
As Cass says I’m analyzing and comparing everything, I didn’t expect a special day, and even tried to forget about it as a nightmare. So it had a negative
impact on me and I remember that day.
I planned nothing and didn’t want to do that day. I even asked that no one was worried and sincerely wanted things to be like this. But for some reason, sometimes everything happens the other way in life.
I planned nothing and didn’t want to do that day. I even asked that no one was worried and sincerely wanted things to be like this. But for some reason, sometimes everything happens the other way in life.
All we usually want is peace of mind, but fate always finds another adventure for us.
When Cass
and I went to the movie Avengers: Endgame, he said that he had an idea how to
spend the first day of May. As a courtesy, I asked what is it? But he didn’t
want to talk too early, it was a surprise, but he still said. His idea
surprised me, but I also liked it. Since at that moment, I could not believe
why I didn’t guess about this. Although in my childhood, I always spent my day
like this.
It turned
out that the idea was a picnic on the beach near the water. We could spend the
day in harmony with nature and in peace. I agreed. (Although to be honest, I
really dislike changing my plans.)
And now my
favorite May has come. But the weather seemed to be against me, actually
everything was not so bad. (If look from the positive side.)
Just walking through the storm and hurricane, we can prove to ourselves that we can do it.
We decided
to follow our plans. We dressed warmer, took food, drinks and a blanket. The
wind grew stronger by the water. The waves were bigger than usual, but it had
its own beauty for me. They gradually filled the shore. The wind was everywhere
moving along with itself: sand, hair, leaves of trees and even a blanket.
We sat
aside and enjoyed the raging nature. It pacified and showed that everything in
our life is in constant motion. We just need to be able to freeze in it to
see our right path.
I was
happy. The positive things inspire me to keep moving towards my goal and
achieve what I want.
It’s necessary to be strong and unshakable even amid a raging ocean of feelings.
xx
Maya
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